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Will not believe anyone anymore

Wednesday, May 4

I feel i'm damn irritating funny and stupid?!!
how can i believe the words that said from them?
okay, from now on, i will not believe anyone anymore..

I SERIOUSLY NEED A HAMMER TO KILL MYSELF, AHHHH!!!!!

written by Milky

终于和好了^^

Thursday, February 17

超级无敌开心~我们终于和好了
我好怕会吵到没完没了或者搞到这段友情就此结束
谢谢你原谅我，谢谢你的包容，谢谢你借我钱，谢谢你在我需要帮忙的时候给予我帮组，谢谢你在我第一天来着学校的时候就跟我成为好友
我有好多好多谢谢想跟你说~可是怎么也说不完
我知道我脾气不好，我会努力改进的
我只希望你相信我，请给我多一点信心，不要误会我
也希望别人不要挑拨离间，我真的没有力气去面对那么多这种误会
看到这篇文章请笑一笑~你永远都是我的好友+好姐妹+好同学:D

~友谊万岁friendship forever~
written by Milky

累了就该躲起来..

Thursday, December 30

真地受够了别人的冷言冷语，只是个比赛却让我看到了好多不同的人..我看着别人的脸色好多年了,却没有人真的重视我..
只是个简单到不行的比赛叫人帮忙按赞却搞出了好多问题,全部都是我的错么？或许吧~反正也没人会聆听我的辩解..现在叫人帮忙宣传也只是白费..
谁会在乎你? 黄韵如,你该醒醒了..不要做白日梦,没人会在乎你的知道吗?
没有人对你永远都是那么好的,或许对你好也只是一阵子..

不同的人就有不同的待遇，有些人注定去到哪里都会成为焦点,有些人却去到哪里什么都不是什么都得不到...
我明白这世界本来就不公平的,就像我妈妈眼里永远都只看得到我姐姐,就像我的老师的眼里永远只看到成绩优异的学生..
我老是告诉自己别人是别人,何必羡慕他们?可是我在乎的人的眼里却有了另一个她..
他的关心疼爱照顾都留给了她,留给我的却是不到10个字的言语..真可笑

我真的累了~之前的事我也当作什么都没有发生做会以前的自己，却说我不信任他说对我的付出都不要求回报,那我付出的谁看得到？谁又在乎了？现在也是我主动找人不然他哪会找我?

实在可笑到对自己很失望,我不要你的同情不要你的不到10个字的言语..
我现在什么都不要了..
我想要当鸵鸟对谁再也不要敞开心房..
我再也听不到看不到更碰不到..
我只想好好躲起来哭泣..
这样可以放过我了吗？

我的眼泪你永远都看不见...
written by Milky

Nice pictures =)

Monday, August 9

Ha..I m too boring le..2 months holiday!!! omg..
so I go to search internet and found a lot of these nice pictures (:
happy happy..wohoo..lalala

Happy 45th birthday Singapore =D
written by Milky

Holiday =) (:

Woohoo, holiday is coming..and this time I hv 2 months holiday..happy ^^
I feel damn happy for no nit wake up so early, no nit chiong hmwork, no nit meet lecturers everyday and dun hv to quarrel with other ppl..
WHY quarrel? because dun hv same opinion, and is nt I like to complain, I just wan to finish things faster, but everyone like to drag, maybe I m too rush want to finish faster? or i nit to slow down myself to co-operate with others? I don't noe.. and I dun wan to noe..
everyday I just slept about 1 or two hours to finish my assignments..
My poor body, eyes, hands, legs, head tell me they cnt take it alrdy..
and I dun dare to tell my mum--evreryday I slept so late..I think she will angry if she knows tat..

And I miss my JB friends, I hv many months didnt meet them and call them..
especially my sister, she wants to meet me for a long time but everytime I refuse her invites..
I am so sorry Jasmine, next time when I go back I will find u, I promise =)
dun feel disappointed k? :)
and my best friend--kay lin, OMG! I nit to calculate how many months I never go to ur house le?
I miss ur grandmother's dishes, yummy , but I hv many months didnt try it le:(
I want to play wedding dash, farm mania, but is in ur laptop ><
we hv many months never go out together, I still cn remember we went to buy ear rings, buy clothes, play together, u taught me when I dun understand anything..last time u also spent many days to teach me physics, add maths be4 O-level..
and the main thing is u didnt forget my birthday..haha
when I go back, u still nit to buy present for me, u promised me de..dun forget hor :)

I nit to do out my 50cm x 50cm model, studio hmwork, colour studies and go to my father's friends company working..I want to learn more things, so tat other ppl will nt look down at me..
my model making's grade is C+ in tis semester..wayne--my model making lecturer asks me to try harder in my next model..he said i improved a lot^^
thx teacher..i promise myself i will do well in my next model..
GAMBATEH, you can do it!!

Everyone is nt perfect, but still have so many ppl want to change another ppl to become more perfect =(
written by Milky

Forget

Wednesday, July 14

I almost forget everything tat about you..
I even dun rmb tat when we met, when we talked the first time, when you asked me go out or watever..
I just blocked your fb account, blocked our friendship, blocked everything..
I just wan to forget you, forget you are a stupid guy, a guy tat only noe how to lie and think tat all the girls should noe you, like you and go out with you..

now I really content for my life..
I like my friends, my family, my studies, my school..
but I DUN LIKE YOU..
dun hv any reasons, just wan to forget you, start my new life, and delete my memories tat include you..
you are just a guest in my life, if i m nt satisfy you, i can just forget you and next time we meet again, you are just a stranger..

Forget everything is better than remember any unpleasant things..
written by Milky